Ok so its been a few days again **sry**  Ive been having a hard time coping with my anxiety and depression on top of dealing with Gary's depression and moodiness. Today I just broke down and told him he either needed to see his dr about it or move to his moms cause I couldn't deal with it anymore. I'm not sure if it did any good, but it sure helped getting it all out there.

Im going to start planning the baby shower soon, and even a registry. Its guna be fun to pick out baby stuff  ^_^ I still dont know how things are going to go after Lauren is born. Claire told me she assumed it would happen like it did with luke. Not sure how that would work because when Luke was born he went into foster care for a month before any papers were signed because his biodad was trying to fight me for custody of him. I don't know how long they will be staying in town after she is born. If they plan on staying in town while her and i are in the hospital. By louisiana law no papers can be signed for five days after the baby is born. We will have papers set up so that Lawrence will be on the birth certificate as Lauren's father so there wont be any problem with that end. But its still confusing and frustrating not knowing how things are going to go. Hopefully we will talk about it soon so i wont stress about it anymore. Ill keep you updated >.<